1:50 in the morning and im high as shit and im like, shit dude, i like girls i really do, tho id consider myswlf bi but whatwvee cause labels fucking suck!!! Fuck being defined by gender (im losing my point i think?) without getting too detailed lets just say that im morw attracesad to a certain body type thats curvy lets say but im tired of just.. aunno. Lust? i want a connection, i guess long story ahort ive never had a bf before and the idea gets me rwally ezcited and makes my chest feel tight so ahit i guess im gay as fck
this times a bit different though! my mom decided its time to charge me for the past 5 months of bills so i owe a total of 705 dollars on top of my other bills. also, my main monitor is failing! so i need to save up about 100-150 for a new one at some point! fun.
anyway, im being allowed to pay off the 705 in parts over the course of however many bill due dates, but any help i can get to get rid of these debt burdens helps.
im not comfortable accepting commissions currently because i already have some i need to get to as well as having other art projects im finishing up, plus my arms been hurting so if i end up needing a hiatus again i dont wanna keep anyone waiting.
anyway, as usual you can head over to my ko-fi or dm me if you want my direct paypal email. thanks to everyone who reads this and to everyone who always helps me out all the time ;_;
also, if anyone knows types of jobs i could do remotely or not put myself at risk at during covid lemme know. im not even sure what to job search rn
